I know this is personal but sharing as a good fucking life lesson, plus can't write this on Facebook so called friends. I have struggled with health issues since an early age but still had the personality of a bull with laughter, College education and street stupid. Now, I fell in love with the opposite, a man always healthy, hard work working, no education,Street smart yet naturally genius with business. I do not regret as my children were born out of love. But as the children got older, he was looking to upgrade as I was often sick and low energy, and he did. Now, my children just told me that his heart is failing but the stubborn driven man won't quit working in order to avoid stress. So after years, I texted him to tell him to slow down as our children love and need him and who the hell was I going to bitch and laugh at if he goes and dies. Praying for my ex-husband and I never expected to ever do this🙏🙏🙏🙏