Can i keep asking God? Do i ask to much? Whst makes faith so hard? Why harder when i need the most? I feel greedy and needy and need to figure it out. All i can do is keep searching or trying. Now my car won’t start, working on that and trying to figure it out. I’m pretty sure all that’s happened, well i know not by chance. I wish i had someone to talk to in person that was interested and i just need feedback to listen. I think that will happen someday. Tired ughhh!