When I was younger. I was a honest man in a dishonest world.L. I knew , let me say that again, knew some. Grew up in that type of environment. I was not a user . That’s here in America not Mexico. All died young. Some of those had family members working for the Cartel. Caring for horses things like that. One guy that did something they didn’t like was dismembered in the desert. He was found later. One got his neck broke mysteriously one night . Outside his tailor. No that world isnt long gone. It’s just gotten worse. I was a party animal. But, you shouldn’t burn the candle from both ends.